I sat brewing awhile, one even’s close,
    Life’s Destiny and Purpose. In the grate
    A flickering fire shone,
    Withered and wan,
    Dishevelled as a hectic Autumn rose.
    So, as I sate,
    With elfish toe leaping the shrinking embers
    A spiritous Presence passed, and on my thought
    Visions of faded days, paled friendships, dreams
    Of rapturous Mays smitten to drear Decembers,
    In evanescent postures wrought
    From forth the flickering gleams.
    So death-still ranged the Night athwart the gloom
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    Icy and cavernous, that the embers’ tune
    Spake sharp and sudden, chasing the shade and flame
    In elfish gambol round the sombre room.
    So stepped the Night’s high noon;
    While Time, steady of sinew and of brow
    Implacable, upwound upon its spool
    The fitful hours of innocence and shame.
    Nor solitary, Night in its high rule,
    Reigned, for from forth the frosty bowers
    Deft messengers of airy fashion came
    The rude Earth to endow
    With heavenly mysteries of flowers.
    So sat I, and my mood grew calm and still:
    Irk fretted away; care, soilure, and distress,
    The smutch of strife, at the gaunt Night’s caress
    Unruffled into lofty peace. A will
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    Ineffable, previsionary, swelled
    My thought to something of a twilit mood.
    Earth faded awhile; the frame of sensible things
    Obliviously smote my sensitive touch;
    The populous warm walls, the grate that held
    Ashes and smoulderings,
    The frore behoof, and all of fashion such,
    Transmuted were unto the larger scope
    Of visionary aspect. Thus on wings
    Of guideless flight, and thought I fain would cope,
    A Vision fared on me whate’er I would.
    Then seemed the twilight heavy with filmy glows:
    Forth from before my sight two several ways
    In opposite invitation rose,
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    Oweing no kith, diverse of hue as aim.
    Darkling the Right ran, thro’ a drear amaze
    Craggy and barren, fulfilled of sloughs and mire;
    Most straitly was it limned, and oft each side
    Fell sheer to plumbless horror steep, that swept
    Spaceless, in ebon vastiness awide.
    Surmounted it thus dizzily; o’erleapt
    Fell chasms perilously athwart; abysms gaunt,
    Remorseless bracken tarns, the desert’s haunt,
    Each slippery spiss and slough, it overcame,
    Winding and wending ever higher and higher
    Tortuous yet steady-sure.
    Even so, despite I could not see
    Aught goal, withal its callow brow to daunt
    The hazardous soul, it bore a subtle lure
    Touching the deepest founts of high desire.
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    Stretched on my Left, thus did it seem to me,
    Broadly a rich demesne lay, liberal
    And affluent, in spacious festival
    Arrayed. Mirth and the wealth of song
    Swelled thro’ its gaily caparisoned cope,
    Whose portals swung wide ope—
    Falling upon my ears in ribaldry
    And merry laughter lewd:
    Nowhither led it seemingly; soft and strong
    Giddily sprang its mirth and ultimate hope.
    Yet scarce could I resolve it, for its air
    Quivered and scintillated glamours dense,
    A palpable mist of golden vapour, whence,
    On my amazing sight, there flitted nude
    The flash of forms voluptuous and rare,
    Whose ruby lips soft ruddy juices woo’d.
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    Pondering I hovered; each the several ways
    Touched its responsive motion: this, that wound
    Whither I knew not, travail amid and stain,
    Awoke the fount of thought; that, the sheer gain
    Of liberal ecstasy, of flowing days
    And nightless hours forgetful, bound around
    Of irkless ease: this spake Olympus found,
    Endeavour’s glowing thew, Achievement high;
    That struck all blood to fever, till I fain
    Had slipped the leash. Perplexedly sat I.
    Then from the mirth and ribaldry outstept
    Beauty her very self: Of motion free,
    In grace voluptuous she swam on me,
    Her pursed lips murmurous of a mellow strain.
    Soft as the stars at evenfall
    Smiled her rare eyes from forth the shimmering air
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    Hanging about her yet—her veriest pall,
    Save that an all-exuberant tide of hair
    Entwound her soft and sensuous flesh. So swept
    She, gracious; I her other-heedless thane.
    Rare love, mellow voluptuous love,
    Shone from her wondrous eyes, fell from her tongue
    Melodious, dwelt on the delicate bloom
    Of her seductive limbs: munificence
    Of love rioted in her wayward hair
    Falling heedlessly, and clung
    Ecstatic in the tremulous air’s perfume.
    Visionary I gazed; my mutinous blood,
    Each drop particularly fraught with so
    Complete an ecstasy, coursed thro’ my sense
    With populous colloquy, pouring a vast flood
    Of dizzy whispers on my ears awhile.
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    Invitingly oped she her arms; a smile
    Broke her soft lips; then, rapturously and low,
    Fluted this murmurous music thro’ the air,
    In woven assonances, liquid measures,
    Her blissful syllables spelling the pleasures
    Her wares that were.
   
  
    “Sweet, come with me; learn out my rare requite!
    Sweet, come to me, so shall I be to thee
    A passionate delight!
    Let us enwrap us in the robes of Pleasure;
    Owe no confining marge, but full and free
    Hold Love’s exultant measure.
   
  
    Claim lordship on these lips; make this embrace
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    Of strenuous limbs thine to the tilth of days;
    The exquisitry of this face,
    If so to thee, scan with thine eager eyes:
    Flash linking flash, all in a wondering gaze,
    Twin in our ecstasies.
   
  
    The fragrant largess of this liberal hair
    Shall twine us twain about as we shall twine
    Hid in Love’s secret lair;
    Or mantle down thy shoulder as I lay
    This peach-soft bloom of loveliness on thine
    And Love’s low message say.
   
  
    Then come to me; yea, let me be to thee
    Love’s veriest scope of all; in these soft eyes
    Spell thine Eternity.
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    Ah, wherefore hesitant hang? These plenteous halls
    Hunger for thee, as I, with full surmise:
    Lords be we all, not thralls!”
   
  
    So ceased she: flashing from her challenging eyes
    Arch invitations, boldly coy. The air,
    Loth to let slip such bliss,
    Clung to its echoing whispers, murmurous-wise,
    In passionate ecstasy. And yet, howe’er
    Each swollen vein of mine with knotted strain
    Stood high, content for one celestial kiss
    To cheapen Life and Thought, a distant pain
    Fettered me with disturbed uncertainty.
    Hesitant I glanced away; held of a doubt;
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    Tost ’twixt passion and fear: tentatively
    My eye shot roundabout,
    Each freighting all my venture on a thought.
    Then from the silvery glooms, a wizardry, fraught
    With an imperative touch, fell on my soul,
    Drawing all my thought thither with harsh control.
    So, as I glowered upon its portals, wan,
    Gaunt, lofty, lifting up a parlous height
    Of shadowy phantasy, before its brink
    Palely the air shivered, and its atoms shone
    Pregnant with waking light.
    Unknowing what its purport, what to think
    Scarce dared I hazard—gazing, smote to trance,
    Riveted there with every thought and glance.
    The pallid atoms, hither-thither mazed,
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    Smitten with iridescent rigours, shaped
    As to an outline—gaunt and leanly draped
    With flowing vesture, bony arms upraised
    Talon-befingered. Its Visage all was wan,
    Harrowed and sexless, like some skeleton
    Draped o’er with lifeless skin. Its Brow, or what
    Seemed like to Brow, hungered the heavy skies.
    Its glittering eyes
    Gleamed coldly in great orbs. ’Twas steely-lipped.
    Its Trunk, Its ruinous Midst—oh, tell it not!
    Most like ’twas to a livid dream forgot,
    And waked to horror at fell Memory’s whims!
    A sweaty Terror sat upon my limbs;
    My natural Fell awoke to life, and stood
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    Erect with palpable horror; and all my blood
    Crowded its mart of motion, fear-begot,
    Thither to escape. Then from the Phantom chill
    Upon the palpitant air these measures dripped
    In numbers ill.
    “Mortal, be not deceived!
    Despise these cloying measures, they are false!
    Withhold imagination from the calls
    Of sensuous privilege. Straightway be cleaved
    Thence, and away! And hearken now to me.
    Heed these rare strictures! Prize not thy frail self:
    Strive for a larger Weal; Felicity
    Foots only thus. Perplex thy brain for Man,
    And his complacent peace: eschew the pelf
    Of isolate happiness; so shall thy span
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    Compound the highest achievement. Manacles
    Spell subtler bliss than liberty; in sooth
    Are veriest liberty; yet if not so,
    Thine the dear joy of conning out the cells
    Of worthier constraint. Scan virtuous Truth;
    Search out her compeers with a quickening throe
    Of ecstasied thought. Love Justice. Knowledge sue
    And track, following on tho’ dark disruth
    Dog all thy painful way. Think nobly true;
    Compassionately soothe the sick of soul,
    Life’s troubled children. Learn a high control,
    And abdicate thyself, Love’s grace to woo.
    Let Equity thine equal fingers turn
    On low and lofty, sleek and lean alike,
    Achievement’s sons and whoso hungering yearn:
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    Discriminate not ’twixt, for all are one
    And indivisible. Base passions shun
    And flee: strike not at all; yet if thou strike,
    Strike for the high and meritorious claim,
    As thou may’st judge: let not thy wrath
    Abide the twilight fall; nor let thy shame
    Of liverous passions issue forth
    On days that step not yet, sullying thy thought
    And others’ peace—weightier these than thine!
    Be kind, be true, be sweet, to all and aught.
    Ponder these principles; deep at thy soul
    Will commendation leap in greeting; lo,
    Even now bestirs thy thought. Arise, divine
    Life as a loftier scroll
    To trace thy character on, come weal or woe.
    Passion is soon be-charred; but elevate thought
    Strews an increasing largess. Turn aside
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    Yon ruddy Whore mellisonant; malign
    She and her subtle craft are, howsoe’er
    Deceit encompasses her feverous lair.
    This thy true lot of life, withal ’tis fraught
    With hardihood and hazard so: abide
    Its mandate to thee, tread it dauntlessly.
    ’Tis its abundant recompense; and a court
    All-continent. As is my tongue allied
    With thy quick thought, so hearken thou to me,
    Fearful of nought!”
    Joint with its utterance so,
    Twisting, It thrust Its talon fingers thro’
    The misty portals, spare and gaunt. Below
    Fearfully sat I then, tho’ less of fear
    Shook o’er my limbs; for thought had spurned the soil,
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    Touched by the words, and broken on my ear
    A callow incongruity betwixt
    The lips that uttered what the words did woo.
    The pale air drank the silence, as the coil
    Of tortuous precepts ceased. Then, intermixt,
    Dizzy, as was each thought and riotous sense,
    There unwound thence
    Vivid upon my soul this nucleus clear:
    So forth I uttered:—
    “Tell, tell me thy Name!
    Who art thou that so bidd’st me? Whence thy claim:
    Wherefrom derives it? Whither its purport high?
    Art thou thine own? If so, declare me now
    What rare enfranchisement shall bondage ply
    At thy behest? Else, forth produce thy script;
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    Unwind thy high commission, whereto bow
    Perforce I need, heedless of pleasures clipt,
    Or purple rapture, on yon path awry
    To attempt a hazardous snare!”
   
  
    Toward me then turned It; and with baneful stare
    Struck chill my mood defiant. Irked with thought,
    Fear, and the lees of passion, sat I thus;
    While the dim Spectre touched Its answer, wrought
    Icily dolorous.
    “I am Duty: I
    Sway all the lot of man. His tentative life
    Steps subtly to my measures; in fine deed
    Is my attenuate speech:—at very strife
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    His tongue invokes mine arm. I ratify
    His hesitant counsels, troublous thoughts, with thrall
    And edict; or annul his querulous creed.
    Evanishment were very loss of all:
    It would evacuate the World of what
    Coheres its several elements; social peace,
    Concord and Amity, the common lot
    Of neighbourly calm, would rot and palter. Cease
    Rebellious queries; heed my formulate call:
    Strip to it, and proceed!”
    Then borne upon a breath
    Melodious, swept a wonder-wealth of song
    Vivifying all the air. Again my blood
    It wrought to populous utterance, hot as strong
    In riotous desire. Were it to Death,
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    My passion mouthed no bit, but in a flood
    Tumultuous had swept me on its wide
    Revelry high, out to the perilous Main
    Lawless as limnless, save that the Spectral Bane
    Fettered me helpless. So once more
    My tongue uprose: “Show me thy script!” I cried,
    Poised ’twixt the blushing ecstasy, and the frore
    Spectre of ruinous side.
    “What is’t to me, this social affluence,
    The agglomerate frame of peace, when ecstasy
    Raps loudly at my soul? What gain hast thou?
    Yon dismal gloom, barren and dim and chill,
    Say, what felicity
    Commensurate with this Lady’s exquisite sense
    Bestows it? Utter thy delightful fill
    Alternate for my choice; hereafter, now,
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    Or how thou wilt! Yet if not so, declare
    Thy dread commission, bounden upon my soul!
    Expound me aught for iridescent goal
    Whereto this region stretches! Do I fall,
    Pale Ogre, how shall large omnipotence
    Brace thy lean thew? Oh, speak! I conjure thee, speak!
    If on a bleak
    Perilous pivot swung; if in the abyss
    Of Failure clutched, while subtle whispers hiss
    Sinuous about me—say, what benison fair
    Awakes to comfort from thy callow thrall?
    If Ill and Sorrow rear
    Spectral athwart my eyes, and this hued cheek
    Fall ashen like thine own, what then thy cheer,
    Grim Apparition? what thy comfort then,
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    Dim Spectre? Hold tho’; have enough of this!
    Fearless I ask again,
    Art uttered of another; or art weak,
    Continent in thyself? Comest thou with bliss
    For largess? Else, declare thy peerless script,
    Disclose thy high commission, Ogre blear,
    Thou talon-fingered Horror, steely-lipped!”
   
  
    Doubtfully ceased I: wound amid my frame
    Raged complicated elements. Aerial thought
    On metaphysic pinion soared aloft;
    While tremulous passion struck my blood, and wrought
    Sensual within me, fell and subtly soft.
    Fear, anger, scorn and doubt, in complex claim
    Tost all disorderly. Yet most to cleave
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    Decision knew I then, whate’er might be,
    Out from the tangled elements. So I turned
    Whither the Shape let fall Its jaw to weave
    Its chill articulation passionlessly.
    Ill-eeriely fell Its speech, as tho’ It spurned
    Life’s various intonation, to answer me
    What in high mien I sought.
    “Mortal, not mine
    Scripts to declare; neither attorneys high
    To sate thy heart wherewith. My voice proceeds
    Swift to thy nobler self. Didst thou apply
    Reason thereto, or thought deliberative,
    What hesitancy were there? Loftier than creeds
    Is my transcendent Word; that yet doth twine
    Rooted amid thy need. They that supine
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    Wallow in fell lasciviousness, are brutes
    Trivial, corporeal; their weary bliss,
    Blinding their very selves, I say, despise:
    Esteem not that they misesteem. Rare fruits,
    Self-generative, of elevate thought, and mind
    Delicately poised, I proffer thee. Be wise;
    Set up on high thy pleasure: so to live
    Were to be quit of chance.—That thou amiss
    Shouldst cast thy fluttering days were piteous-blind,
    Seeing they are all, and veriest all: fulfil
    Thy days, then, with a high felicity.
    Too soon shall Death sweep up thy militant will;
    And bind thee in the dark. Yet heed thou this:
    Tho’ thou snuff out; a thing that was; yet still,
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    The texture of thy thought, the workmanship
    Of hand or utterant lip,
    Thy heart’s aroma, personality
    In sooth, shall flourish yet, for good or ill,
    Upon the broad Earth’s face. So take my voice,
    And, knowing it true, utterly cast thy choice!
    I am thine Ultimate Good, Supreme, and Free,
    Nothing above me in the wide Universe.”
   
  
    Then from my lips broke there a bitter curse.
    Glib the words struck with subtle irony
    Traverse athwart my hope. Vivid and strong
    My thought had stood dilate, passionately
    Grappling amid the eternal verities,
    Touched to it by the conflict; and seemed now
    Clutching the air. A whelming sense of wrong
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    Flushed all my mood. As one who sees
    All things, and nothing clearly, fearless of brow
    I shook my answer free.
    “My nobler Self!
    Mine ultimate Good! Trickster with subtle speech!
    What nobler self have I, what high, what low,
    Contradistinguished, save what thou wouldst teach
    Arbitrary of choice? What ultimate good,
    But as my heart dictates, throbbing to know
    The exquisite peak of pleasure, if the deep
    Swallow me utterly up? But what I would
    That should I, if thou art the ultimate All,
    And I no more than this! Thou Thing unkempt,
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    Pallid of tongue and hue, so wouldst thou tempt
    My feet from blushful sweets aside? So charm
    My hazardous soul to climb
    Yon dizzy pinnacle, that hath no prime
    Nor cause of being, with this riotous balm,—
    To sweat, to stint, to travail, and to fall
    Sheer out of time in night. Begone, thou Gloom!
    Away, thou Shape of ill! Come when the tomb,
    ’Twixt this and that omnipotent time
    Each tottering moment shall be packed with twice
    Its fraught of pleasures; or come surfeit, to illume
    The shadow of joy, shall every rare device
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    Rivet the transient hour. Tread yon dread way?
    Nay, that I will not! Unto thee I turn,
    Vision ecstatic, tangible withal,
    From thee to learn
    All the soft wonders of thy disarray.”
   
  
    So, fearless, turned I: yet ere thought to deed
    Quickened my members, swift upon the air
    Luxuriously this song sped, deft and rare,
    Beckoning me to speed.
   
  
    “Come, my love, to love me; come!
    Life is but the tangled sum
    Of thy being’s bitter hum.
    Tarry not, the days flit by;
    Soon thy bloom shall wither: I
    Proffer fruits that never fly.
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    Never; for thy brief decree
    Folds in all eternity:
    Nought survives thee; so to me
    Come, to taste the liberal treasure
    I bestrew whose name is Pleasure;
    Share mine overflowing measure.
    Ah! come to me; then will I show
    All that thine utmost heart would know:
    Laughter loud, and whispers low,
    Ruddy joy, soft lips and kisses,
    Opening out Life’s raptest blisses.
    This thy Heaven; yea, whoso misses
    This, shall slip the rarest worth
    Possible to his strenuous girth,
    In the delicious garden of Earth.
    So come to me, dear love, my sweet,
    Time and the Hours are all too fleet;
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    Quaff my goblet, rarely meet
    For superb humanity.
    Confines spurn; be large, be free;
    ’Tis thy true Felicity!
    What is Duty’s blatant call?
    I am Duty, I am All;
    I am Beauty: none may fall
    On aught supremer arm than mine;
    I am God, I am divine;
    Life’s uttermost largess is my shrine.
    Wouldst thou live to wander wan?
    Dearest, never! freedom con,
    And share my fearless halcyon.
    Life is all thy tangled sum,
    Then hold not so, fearful and numb,
    But come to me, dear husband, come,
    Come!”
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    Wildered I hearkened; held my tremulous limbs
    Awhile, and heard, impassioned. From her eyes
    Soft messages flashed o’er their lidded brims
    Coyly upon me. Throwing forth her arms
    She yearned on me, her hair’s luxuriant guise
    Falling carelessly and free, while she her charms
    Spun, threading in her woof of thought. The air,
    Murmuring her music yet, hung over me
    As heaving breast to breast we stood, surmise
    Holding me feeble and faint, ecstatically.
    Then did I burst away
    Restraint; tossing off wrinkled Care
    I strode toward the dear Angel of my Dream.
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    Nigh had I touched her palm; when, swift and clear,
    Loud with the trumpet’s tongue, imperative,
    Dulcent to hear,
    A Voice of awful import thundered—
    “Stay!”
    Sudden I reared. As doth revulsion give
    Thought interwound with thought, so did it seem
    I hung halting. Furtively, distractedly,
    I cast my gaze about, so to divine
    Whence the high edict sprang. The Ogre blear
    Was gone: fled with its eye malign
    As it had never been. Far up the course
    Precipitous and steep I seemed to see,
    Anew upon my eyes, a burning dome
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    Scintillating, radiating from its source
    A hesitant gleam adown the path. Entranced
    I hung upon the sight.
    Then fear fell on me; for from thence did come,
    Stately, magnificent, tenfold more bright
    Than the sun’s vivid noontide, crystal-clear,
    A Shape surpassing loveliness. On my thought
    Paled all things else save that transcendent Fear.
    Steadily it advanced:
    From small to great, from great unreckonable,
    Stately, deliberative, supreme, of port
    Serene and lofty, steadily so it came
    Sweeping the callow path. Struck with its spell
    I burned with aching eyes. Subtly a Flame
    Encircled it, of silver and of gold,
    Sardine and jasper iridescent, blue,
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    Purple and exquisite scarlet, all inwrought
    To one pure hue too vivid to behold.
    So as it nearer swept I threw
    My face upon the dust, and thrust my eyes
    Upon my veiling palms, dizzy to death,
    Sick with amaze; when a most mellow breath
    Softly outspake,
    “Frail child of Man, arise!
    For I would speak with thee!”
    No choice had I
    Save to obey that voice imperative;
    However it seemed to me to look and live
    Crost opposite elements. Dazedly I cast
    Upward a timorous glance, encountered by
    So mellow a gaze; wherein which very beam
    I touched sustaining succour. Towering vast
    He stood dilate with wonder; and did seem
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    To crowd the heavens with majesty, tho’ within
    My wandering vision. Neath his snowy hair,
    Lit with intrinsic brilliance, shone his eyes,
    Where loomed long mysteries of eternity.
    His misty brow domed firmamental-wise,
    Swelling beneath its locks. ’Twas wondrous fair:
    Fair unto tottering thought! His very robes,
    Like the unblemished snow, thrice-purged, wherein
    Flowed his proportions spacious, moved and shone
    Instinct with sinuous life. Hesitantly
    I stammered—
    “Stranger fair, thy Name! Forgive
    My curious temper! Yield me strength to live!”
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    He bent on me twin eyes: and spake.
    Then did the whirling stars and heavenly globes,
    The ravenous winds, awake,
    And hang in poise ecstatic. Sweet upon
    My aching ears, incontinent of such bliss
    Celestial, there awoke a halcyon
    Of various, high, mellifluous harmony:
    In measures like to this:
    “Wouldst thou my Name,
    Mortal immortal; wouldst acquaint thy thought
    With my Renown? How shall I tell it thee?
    Speech may not utter it, for words are wrought
    Empirical, in the stout smithy of life.
    Couldst thou envisage its supremacy
    Then were toil done; and the pure spirit’s strife,
    Tempering the thew withal, wrought purposeless
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    And cheap. Considerest thou not Man’s Aim,
    The Ages down, to utter Loveliness,
    Or to plumb Truth, to measure Equity,
    Or Justice poise; affixing phrases so
    Unto what trailing robes he sees. These all
    Am I, one and complete. When he shall know
    Freedom, deck on a larger life, each thrall
    Corporeal shudder off, standing superb,
    Munificent, then shall he see me face
    To spiritous face: till then must I disturb
    His manifold sense, to win him worthy of me.
    Before his soul awoke was I: nay, more,
    I touched his thought to life. From forth of nought
    I bad him issue, setting my seal thereon:—
    So doth the veriest hind of all his race
    Grope tentative after me. Then when he bore
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    Manhood erect, unparagoned, upon
    Earth’s lucent air I woke the soul of song
    Choired by the sons of morning. All the court
    Of glittering Heaven, in the dread womb of Night;
    The stately march celestial; throng on throng
    Wheeling from gloom to gloom, in perilous flight
    Over the unsearched deeps; the air; the seas;
    The bountiful Earth;—my handiwork were these
    In the wide crucibles of steady Time.
    Withal, tho’ such I seem to be,
    Yet am I not at all: the voiceless clod
    Owns substance more than I. Spaceless, sublime,
    I am the Breath Divine; the Voice of God;
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    His concentrate Radiation: thence wend I,
    Thither to trend again, dependently;
    Aerial, effulgent, winging the formless deeps.
    Ecstatic Wisdom called they me awhile
    Who touched my billowy robes. Yet, tho’ I ply
    Authoritative edict, bidding thee
    Heed, as my fount is high, my voice o’erleaps
    Articular creed, swift to thy resonant soul
    Brooding deliberative. Well knowest thou
    That evanescent languors do beguile
    The soul’s high bent. Wherefore,—save that thine eye
    Hath glimpsed a billowy Vision, subtly spun,
    Floating upon thy thought, of high control
    Fashioning a peerless state, noble and pure,
    Whose stately essence not the clammy brow
    Of Death shall dissipate? Thou dreamest this:
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    And this I utter now. That thou wouldst not
    Forego the Tempter’s vivid lure,
    Most truly tell I, Pleasure is not one
    But twain, nor think licentious libertine bliss
    Befits the splendour of thy soul, begot
    Divine, bred for eternal pride. Above
    Each fell delight, debased upon the soil,
    Soars a pure counterpart, winging the air:
    Thou canst but lust upon the one; but Love
    Impassioned doth the other wake. ’Tis toil;
    I cloak it not; yet ’tis a joy that bides,
    Swelling the more the hoarier, till Day dawn
    And shadows flit away. Decide thee then!
    Cast thy free choice! These portals lead thee where,
    Soul-plumed, new realms upon thy flight are borne.
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    Brace up thy thew! Tread out this path, that guides
    Whither pure bliss shall rock thy dizzy ken,
    And end thy weary coil!”
   
  
    Wondering the Angel bound me; scarce a glance
    Turned I away upon yon Harlot nude,
    Chasteless and brazen, touching my coarser sense
    Distastefully; not wholly impotent.
    In visionary mood
    Hung I, swoll’n on the flow of eloquence
    To thought on thought. Nor less did ravishment,
    Exhaling music on its wing, uplift my soul,
    Gazing upon that beauteous Eminence.
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    Enthralled so was I held. Then as my trance
    Bated awhile, I searched my tongue’s control.
   
  
    “Ecstatic Flame!” I broke, “yet would I know
    Further one thing. Truly I bow before thee!
    I yield my due of homage; I adore thee,
    Eternal Radiance from on high! Thou bright
    Image immortal! Yet, do I tempt the throe
    Of yon steep way, what strength shall flush my thew
    Sinking amid its steeps? Yea, as I woo
    Its delicate largess, if my feeble might
    Fail of its scintillant goal, what then? What deed,
    What earnest, decks my quest, so to exchange
    For problematical bliss the vivid range
    Of present sweets. Fool I to chance the meed
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    Of dusk futurity for the portion sprung
    Flashing upon my sight! Forgive this tongue
    Imperious, recalcitrant; yet sure,
    I utter freely, speaking as I read
    Diverse each several lure.”
   
  
    Tranquil, immovable, in a mien that won
    Me wholly out, respondent it begun:—
    “The choice thine own; cast as thou wilt: ’tis mine
    But to declare the Truth. Who shall assign
    Aright his lot, him shall I flush with strength,
    Leaping from might to might. Each vision true
    Opens to wider bliss: each vanquished thrall
    Touches to larger freedom; lea on lea
    Bounding to vision to Life’s uttermost length.
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    I woo not, but am woo’d; and yet withal
    Woo I; imperative my lineaments woo
    For sheer vitality. Thus shall I thee.
    Think’st thou the end shall fail? Who perseveres
    Assuredly shall clasp the ultimate goal;
    If ultimate goal there be, for bliss shall roll
    Boundless before thy view. I say not fears
    Shall cease, that strife shall vanish, or that all
    Conjured rhapsodical, dispassionately
    Shall swim in peace. Nay, all thy passionate days
    Shall reach from peak to peak, trial amid,
    Gainsayers athwart, waking Life’s deepest zest.
    Yet shall the goal gleam rare before thy gaze;
    And if upon thy quest,
    Sinking dispirited, the goal be hid
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    Wrapt in a gloomy mist, ’twill pass awhile,
    And thou be all thy strenuous self again. Ally
    Thyself to me, nor seek thee to beguile
    Idly the transient hours, and all that I
    Have shown before thy sight fulfilled shall be.
    I say ’t; and am its earnest eternally.”
   
  
    And then methought I stood on quaking limb,
    Forth to proceed upon that wizard way.
    Heaven-high the portals towered above me; dim
    Stretched the precipitous path, tortuous and grey,
    Leaping from crag to crag. Then all the gloom
    Seized fast about me, as with hesitant stride
    I took its edge initiative. Yet on
    Went I, holding a dauntless pride
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    Steady within me; on and on, upon
    The slippery crags, amid the dunes and meres,
    Poised oft o’er bottomless pits, turning beside
    Pitiless tarns, brackish with mortal tears.
    As forth I strode, fairer and yet more fair
    Shone the horizon; rarer did illume
    Its scintillant goal my passage lofty and strait.
    And my high Mentor, steady before my eye,
    Shone so exceeding beauteous, more and more,
    Increasing so in clarity, scope, and air,
    That a wild ecstasy possessed my thought,
    Riotous and fervid in me. Steadily
    So followed I, with resolute thew where’er
    It led me forth, casting no glance away:
    Thus on, yet on; waning and waxing on.
    Yet, as I sped, methought a dizzy shore
    Beguiled my feet aside, so to descry
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    What depths the abysm held. Pallid and wan
    Shrank my Instructor on my curious eye.
    Treading its perilous edge I did essay
    To plumb the gulf, with darkness doubly fraught;
    When, gazing with profound intent, a wind
    Broke with an awful triumph up its steep
    Embankments jagged forth on me.
    All terror-strick’n upstarted I, to find
    ’Twas but the embers crumbling in the grate,
    Loud on the icy Night. Awakened so
    Musing I stood to recollect, and lo!
    My lips had formed to prayer.—
    Then thro’ the gloom I gat me to my sleep.